...Your world that is...

pfff I'm so tired these days... working two jobs, getting SO little sleep, drowning in assignments and must-do's and still-have-to-do's and bills and... pfff

But in some sense, it's liberating to drown oneself in tasks and resposibilities as it gives you a valid excuse to decline further engagements and to genuinely enjoy what little free time one has to truly do the things that one enjoys the most: nursing a FUCK-ALL mentality towards everything and everyone.

I'll have to admit though that I (or rather: my body) will not be able to endure this for many more months to come. At some point a system-wide shutdown is to be expected, draining my mental and physical resources as I'm doing now.
It's like constantly running an engine on methanol instead of gas.
Let's hope it comes with a BIOS warning beep so I can reboot in safe mode and take it easy again for a while, once all the bills are paid and I'm out of the red

Soon, my flesh-and-blood chrysalys, very soon.