well... where to start.
I got fired a couple of days ago. I have to admit that being late at work a couple of times due to insomnia and/or extreme fatigue doesn't help. Neither does having the odd day or three, four when I actually didn't even have the money to go to work. I had explained my dire situation to my boss but I have to say he never seemed genuinely interested in my personal issues. Not that I blame him personally.
It would be all too easy to point the finger at a person, in that sense personifying the true underlying problem that has crept into our society: only emotionless, financially sound and fully healthy robots without any ambition have a chance at making a "career" in the kind of IT support that I do.

I was contacted last week for a change of scenery by another company looking for someone like me. I hope they're interested by my resume and I can get starting again soon.
Situations like these tend not to help steer clear of certain financial doom.

They say it always gets worse before it gets better: well, it doesn't get much worse than this but in a way I'm less stressed out than expected, much to my relief.
To be honest even on this worst of days I'm actually happy I have a couple of days to get my thoughts together and get some stuff sorted out.

Hopefully I'll be able to write a happier journal entry soon.
Until then, I wish you all a very good night.
Back to the studio.